Turning a new leaf

While I'm listening to "Duet with myself" video by charlieissocoolike, I have an optimistic feeling. After the first blog post. I got super lazy and decided not to do this anymore. I lied. I'm back, and on the new year! Yeah my "dream" to be a Disney Engineer totally died so easily. I'm so indecisive, it's great. :D

I didn't make any resolutions but there's no need to! If I REALLY wanted to do something I would do it then, not wait until now. Of course with the turn of the new year I'm going to try and study more and read more. It's a shame, there isn't enough time in the day, I don't want to break my internet habit. The internet is a HUGE part of my personality and I love myself for that, but I do need to go on it less than my average of 8-9 hours on a school day. Hopefully I can cut it down to 6 hours by March then gradually go down to 3 on a school day by the time I need to start studying for my AP exams. That will be a LOT of work but if I make a plan and do baby steps I know I can do it! (Of course being on the internet for school work doesn't count ;D)

There's so much that I want to do. Like actually post videos on youtube, I'm waiting until I'm 18 to do that. Unless I can't. I really want to start making video's during college. I'm sure my parents wouldn't be to happy about me starting one, they weren't when I was 14-16. I'm 17 now but eh. I could ask. I'm too much of a nice gal too just go and do it. I respect the fact that they want to protect me.

(I need to change my emo about myself section.) Everyone is like me in a way, and I'm like everyone else. But the best part is, I'm completely myself. Sure there are a lot of quirky girls who have problems and have fun but we all are different (even if it's hard to tell). So yeah I hope anyone who reads this had a happy new year!